Hello blog, long time didn’t have
any attachment with you..
Since my last semester ended, I went
to camp Cameron for three weeks..
had an awesome journey with
God and beloved brothers and sisters.. the Ephraim family and nature..
But things were getting weird and
I lost the passion to write…
Eventhough, I wrote a lot at camp
cam… but when im back to my laptop, I dun feel like spending time blogging..
During the month of august, I guess
I was not having a great time.. as I was one of the helper buddies for
international office and becoming the guide for the exchange students for the
new semester. I was helping out during their orientation week and came back
early to university is so bored.
Really bored and I felt lonely most
of the time… maybe because of these situation, I had changed. I became a quiet person
again.. and I felt a little bit moody at the beginning of the semester.. I hate
my emo self..
I have no idea what cause me to
feel that way but I just dun like being so quiet till everyone was asking were I
stress or have any problem..
Anyway, things get better now. I back
to someone cheerful and can laugh more now.. and have conversation and humour
with my friends. I really like this feeling of relieve and just being myself
without hating myself.
I do not know what make me happy
again, but I prefer to be like this. Maybe there is some moment where
personality can be changed and this remains a mystery to me. I still need lots
of time to search the inner me.
At this time, mid sem break is
just two days more. Haha, no wonder I so happy and stress free now.
I am going out to watch movie and
have a toilet dinner with them.
Haha, not really toilet, but it
the dishes served in toilet theme. Hope can post some pictures soon! =D yay!!
