missing student life

now, i realised that how much i really miss being a student.
holiday is nice, having a break is nice but missing the fun time as a student is horrible... 
currently counting days to working life soon. 
this time will be another different environment with different kind of people and different job description. honestly, i love to work because i can have more income. 
someone asked me before, am i ready and prepare for working life. 
is actually maybe with mixed feelings
because challenges in life is exciting like a roller coaster ride but at the same time, i believe the God who bring me through my student life will definitely continue to provide for my working life. i guess it will be long hours of work but im expecting to learn as much as i can in these coming four months time to equip myself for the necessary needs in the future.
prayerfully and hopefully that His joy will be my strength at this workplace.
anyway, thank God for the opportunity given.
internship is a time of learning i guess. 
all the best to all my batch mates who are undergoing internship or will be moving to new phase of life soon. let's work hard together but do take a break and have a kit kat too.

sound easy. but is not easy for me.. preparing.
 

learning to move on to a new phase of life. sad case but new challenges are coming soon. tough but this is life.

good food for the soul

there is this article where i read entitled the three things that we can do to get unstuck.

the fullness of who God wants us to be will only come when we are willing to take a risk and act in spite of fear.
experience is not the best teacher. evaluated experience is the best teacher.
we all have blind spots and cannot see problems that are too close to us. we need to open ourselves up to scrutiny and allow other to help us process what went wrong.
evaluating takes time and brutal commitment to truth. cannot be done overnight.
take time to heal, process and evaluate.
to properly evaluate what went wrong, it takes outside input and humility.
with right input and evaluation, we can put ourselves on a path that will ensure us not to make the same mistake again.

Romans 8:1 there is no condemnation in Christ. He still loves us no matter what and He has a plan. God is relentless in giving us chances but they will all require risk.

Proverbs 4:23 choose to forgive those who have hurt us. forgiveness that can only come from God's grace. God can give the grace and power to forgive if we want to move into all God has for us.

constantly guard our heart from bitterness.

John 10:10 abundant life is what Jesus promises.

life is hard and sometimes we have to fight for the fullness of life He promises by getting past these failures that hold us back.

* do the hard work of acting in spite of fear, forgiving and evaluating and you will find yourself surging forward once again.

drama script that touches my heart

recently i watched again one of the korean drama that i enjoyed last time. it was personal taste son ye jin as park gae in and lee min ho as jeon jin ho. it was aired at ntv7. that why i watched again.
hmm, usually when i watched drama for second times or several times, i understand better of the hidden meaning of the drama script. haha
alright, i exaggerated it myself i guess. :D

for the last episode of this drama. this is what park gae in's weather forecast for tomorrow.
it won't be a life where everyday is clear and mild. but even if a pitch black darkness passes, where nothing can be seen, if this man and i are together, i feel like can muster up the courage and continue walking.

while jeon jin ho's weather forecast for tomorrow is these.
i raced ahead up to now without rest but i was always that child that circled around the same spot but after meeting this woman, i learned that occasionally stopping to reflect would allow me to go further.

sound true to me for some words they spoke. i am quite an emotional and sensitive person  there is always some lyrics from music or words from certain  reading or drama that i read would touched my heart. this is one of the reason that i chose to watch most korean drama. because i loves hangul words and their story line really do touched my heart. maybe i the kind who loves love story and romance kind of girl. :)

i not saying that other drama is not real but i do love tvb too because it is in cantonese which there is some content about life that speaks to me. maybe i more to life kind of person haha. okay, maybe i do not know what i am writing now. just some words in my heart that i want to write it down but maybe not in a proper way where other people will understand. anyway, that's me. :P

Celebrating 1st birthday of Djewin boy = )

actually i celebrated yesterday night but his birthday was on 29january haha

he still a tiny little boy but i believe that every children is precious in God's eyes and Djewin surely will become a young man as God leads him to be. 

i felt so blessed and thankful because i was invited to this little party. 

frankly speaking, rarely people throw a party for a baby unless they are rich or they have extra to spend or too bored with normal days of working life. 

but when i was there to celebrate together with them, i realised that there is indeed a great feast and it worth to be celebrated. Djewin's mum was having difficulty when she was having this little boy and she had encountered God together with Djewin in her womb..  :)

when i heard her speech and roughly hear the story behind the scene of what God has done. i was touched by His amazing grace and blessed by this mother's life who serve God. 

we dun talk much because we are too busy to really know one another but through the party last night, God change my perspective. 

haha, thank God i made a card and a small little gift for him too, at least some thing as appreciation for inviting me over for the celebration  :P

the best part is i started to draw again. it was a long lost talent that God has for me when i was a little girl.
hahahaha    :D

hand made birthday card  :))

Hello to my 2015 !!

Q: how is my 2015?

This is my first post for 2015 and therefore, I named it as hello to 2015.

New update was that now is already 1^st February. Time do flies when life is busy but I do like to being busy as a bee.  haha

At least I not wasting the time left for me on earth. Right?

Hmm, this year is truly a new year for me because I have been praying for new breakthrough in my life and God is revealing to me one bit by one bit to my prayers. Really thankful to have Someone who listens and respond in His timing. I believe that His timing is always the perfect timing but at the same time, I realized that I need to always prepare my heart to listen to His small still voice that constant whispering to my ears.

Last Christmas I really enjoyed a lot but at the same time, my world seem to turning upside down. Seriously 360 degree. Maybe not to that extreme but almost to that level where I really desperate for help in my life. and as I always believe… every things happen for a reason.

The bad side was it is really a desperate situation.. seem helpless and hopeless and people around me getting crazier like never before.

But thank God that when I reflect back and observe in a positive look is that He is a working God that doing something that I might not understand but at the same time. We need to go through trials and narrow path in life to be able to see how much we actually helpless because we are just merely human being on earth. (so tiny like ants if the Father in Heaven is looking His creation)

I guess that is the reason why we need God. And I realized that I truly need Jesus Christ because He is the only reason for me to carry on this voyage called love which I named for my journey with Him. = )  

this is what i learned for that encounter with God last Christmas, i learned to see God bigger than the problem i faced. so, i shout out to the small little tiny problems and situation in my life that my God is bigger than u, so what can go against me if God is on my side? 

i guess it sound childish but there is a brother who reminded me of that and i finally able to see God in the picture of everything that happens around me. and i am able to declare that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour, my Hope and the source of strength to walk on in this voyage that God has set before me even in my mother's womb. 

God knows me and He knows my name and He has a calling for my life! 

# thank God for breathing life into my empty body and filling me with His love, joy and peace in my inner man. 

# i love Jesus because He is my First Love 

~ Jesus loves kah mun :)