significant word ?

Last two days ago, I went to a camp organized by Hope church. At first I was lazy to go and it is expensive too just for two days and one night. Moreover, I want to go out with my friends to Raja Uda to try the famous and delicious tomyam. Anyway, I took the decision to go too to the camp.

At that night during the praise and worship moment, I thank God that I went to the camp because I felt so refresh after preparing my heart to worship Him. The most precious thing is I felt His presence. The speaker is Pastor Dennis and the sharing which includes his testimonies is worth listening. It was never bored and I listen so attentively. Praise God for that.

We also have a workshop about spiritual gift conducted by Sister Amelia. The result of the test was my primary spiritual gift is faith and I was surprised by that. I told my faith is not that high. The second was mercy/ compassion and giving encouragement. I think that is acceptable. The third is discernment and distinguish spirit. I am not sure about that. At least, I know something new about myself now.

Pastor Zechariah also shares a sermon about coming out of our struggle. The point is being ready to wrestle with God on our own as Jacob did. The second point is be prepared to move from struggling to surrendering which not just letting go but also accepting whatever that God tell us. Lastly, we need to be willing to endure to the end. Be determined like Jacob.

The most significant words from God is from Pastor Dennis’s sharing.

~ Matthew 26:39~ if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me, not my will but Your will. Jesus is referring that let God’s will be done and not our will.

I do not know why this is significant to me but I felt God’s presence strongly as I heard this words. It was as if God is speaking these words to me. I need to take note of that. Another thing is I heard from Sister Pei San’s prophesy last month about seeing a lock that is unlocked in my heart. I really do not know what that refers to. But could it be the spiritual gift in me that should be unlocked to be use in the kingdom of God?  Maybe yes and maybe no, because I cant find anyone to interpret that accurately for me.

I came back earlier before the camp ended on Monday because I have two presentations and my class starts at 8am. I have done my presentation now and it went smoothly. Thanks God for that! Yeah! Now, I can focus on other assignments. My Individual Oral Presentation was about love language and it was examined by Mr Neoh. That Mun Hoe asked a lot of Q and even talk against my point but it went alright in the end. Pheww~~