~ Brother Bear ~ ♥ :)

my brother called me for dinner a few hours ago..  :)

we had a short and sweet conversation at the phone.. 

guess what.. ?

i felt so great to talk to him even just for a short moment.. 

hmm, i think just 5 minutes chat?

 yes. it was.  :)

and i enjoyed every words we had

 because i can feel his joy through his voice :)

in this semester, he very seldom call me for makan as he was really busy..

but he called me now haha.. 

...but... is my turn to get busy d..  :( 

as final and wrapping up of every meeting is approaching 

and is just around the corner..

it seem like the saying cross my mind again..

~ ...so many things to do.. so little time... ~

.. u know what ? 

that quotation is a title of a story book .. haha.

that was one of my favourite collection  as a teenager..

hmm~

 when he was turned down by me for the dinner he invited me just now..

he sound normal ..as his usual self 

.. "alright.. then fine.. u so busy..dun want to disturb u d...bye..."

then , i would feel a bit guilty .. and just said sorry and goodbye..

but most of the time.. i will try my best to accept his invitation ..

as that is the only chance we get to meet :) 

 haha..

that is how he always respond when i was not free and rejected him..

maybe that is how i behave too to my friends sometimes haha..

when i kind of like speechless... 

 i will say .. "fine..it's ok.. nvm"..

they know me.. :D

 i do not need to mention who are they haha. :D 

but this time i responded differently to him as i miss him a lot..

hmm, very long time didnt meet him and makan with him d...

do not get it wrong.. =p

i still reject him this time because i want to rest as i am not feeling well today.... 

 ( lack of sleep cause my immune system to turn bad d... :'(

now.. i had learnt my lesson d.. )

 .. i added more on my speech .haha before he hang off his call..

hmm~ 

frankly say.. i did not plan to say those words in the beginning but it just happen to came across my mind as i want to chat more with him.. 

i want to hear his voice for a longer period... 

i guess...

u will understand if u long time did not meet your loved ones.. 

i miss my home.. i miss my family.. :'(

i told him that i truly appreciate his call to me even though i cannot make to makan with him.. ;) 

he felt surprise and asked me back.. "wah.. really ar? hmm " 

i knew he was happy and smiling when he asked me.. ♥ 

dear yekor.. ♥ 

i am really thankful to God that u are in my life as my brother bear :D 

  

~  ♥  my  yekor  ♥ ~

he is so cute here :p