♥ Conviction to change ? :)

actually ,..

 i everyday also got so many stories to share in the blog..

every moment also i feel like blogging since i started to blog ..

last time, Facebook was the place where i voiced out my feeling and whatever that is on my mind to be my status.

however... haha

hmmm… guess what? 

after i got a suggestion from my senior hehe miss sanguine..

i got myself to create a blog of my own page to share my stories J ..

but it seem like Facebook is much more convenient for me sometimes as it was fast ...

the only bad thing that i experienced in facebook was that the status should not be too long..  that is bad as I can write a lot

sometimes when I wrote so long for my status..

hmm… it seem like I was so annoying sometimes. .. haha.

That is what I think..

 But that is actually one of the reason I started to blog here

as I can be a story teller here and it is my right to blog about my life
haha. and can be as long that i want.. right?  :p 

p/s : hmm I guess I still need to be alert to not write anything that is too sensitive.. (I was aware of namewee.. my parents had warned me to be careful... haha.. )…

I have no idea why but I got this habit since I was a small girl..

I love to write as I can improve my grammar and increase my vocabulary..

That is what I thought of when I was in primary school..

hmmm
Since I was studying in a convent and was an english educated ,,
 all my friends are good in English ..  :/

That is why I wrote a lot so that I can actually communicate with them. Haha improving myself at that time :p

That is actually funny and hilarious or sometimes quite embarrassed when I talked to them as their language is much more better than me haha.

I guess everyone have the same mind set or maybe gone through this kind of experience when they are young and still immature,.

It is called peer pressure..
sometimes, it a healthy competition haha...
 that is what the teacher said..

=D

Anyway, I should thanks God and my parents for sending me to convent school as I had learnt a lot and grow a lot from there ..

Eventhough sometimes, I felt that it was a waste that I am known as one of the banana gal haha.

But there is still some advantage when I am a banana J

Yesterday or maybe just 8 hours ago? And also last Sunday.. something struck my mind…

I get to experience something that I long for.. it was so strong that I cried a lot… and reflect a lot… ....
~.......~

It was cool to have this experience..

However, this stories will be continued next time I blog again haha..

Bcoz ..

I just slept for three hours yesterday and wake up early in the morning to jog with my friend at the stadium..
what to do?

I will always try my best to fulfill the promise I had made with a friend….

That is why I would never simply make a promise to anyone..
as i know my broken promise might hurt them or have some negative impact in our friendship..
i always try my best to avoid conflict as i prefer to have peace with everyone...  :)
but nobody is perfect.. 
everyone is just doing their best in being the best that they could be..

And That is how I live my life..

and that is how I was taught by my mom

 Unless I really cannot make it..

then, I seriously will apologise to the one I break any promise I had made..  :D

I think it is time to say sayonara as the Spirit is willing to share … but my  human flesh is just too lethargy at this moment..  

~to be continued~ 
~p/s stay tuned if you want to know my stories ~
 ♥   ~  ^_^